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March 21st, 2005
04:15 pm [Link]	217 I just wanna give a holla out to my 217 boys i love you guys i really felt like shit yesturday and you guys were completely chill and cared. Thank you for letting me crash at your place and for the water. Current Mood: thankful (Leave a comment)
March 20th, 2005
12:38 pm [Link]	PARTY GIRL Party Girl, Fun, Exciting, Bad ass boots, krazy, outgoing, party grl this is what everyone seems to know me as, well fine then fuck you all yes i am outgoing, yes i know that i know a lot of people, yes i know that i love trying new things and i have very few limitations ok well aparently you all know as well so if its such a fucking problem then why do you hang out with me WTF i seriously wanna know what the fuck is going on if you wanna say something about me say it to my face! BRING IT ON! (Leave a comment)
12:04 pm [Link]	I'm goin back lkjasldkjf;osdvn;ljdnfahfoiljrdgm'a ;df;epodfgadlnsplkpqe'wl[kr if you could see into my head that is what you would see ahhh but anyhoo yeah so i think im done i need to stop lying to myself i dont belong here i never should have made the deal! i made a deal with my drill insrtuctors that i would go to college before i joined the military they all thought i could do it and become so much better off. wel they were wrong they thought they knew me but no one knows me. you will never ever understand what things do to people. there are things in life that can never be taken away from you and there are things that no matter how hard you try can never be forgiven. But it doesnt matter anymore the past is the past and that is where it will remain. and the current isnt much better, i cant put up with you Assholes any longer! but yeah im done im not coming back i cant i dont belong and im tired of the bullshit. Im going back to the military this fall. (Leave a comment)
March 19th, 2005
04:17 pm [Link]	Congrats CONGRADULATIONS to the TKE Delta Sigma pledge class, you guys have been through hell i know and i just wanna say good job. The pride that you guys show is simply amazing. Current Mood: impressed Current Music: thug mansion (Leave a comment)
01:03 pm [Link]	I luv the WHEE Gone on a mission STARS, AND WHEEEE, AND MCDEEE, AND UC, AND FUCK YOU, AND WALLY WHEE, AND YEAHYA…….. i had fun thank you to angie, Darren, mikey and justin Current Mood: giggly (Leave a comment)
March 6th, 2005
02:43 pm [Link]	catching up wow so isnt everything krazy i have not even written in here in like a month wow but anyhoo lots has happened since then if you saw me before spring break im sry i was the most stressed out and burnt out i have ever been in my life and i hope to never be there again i was sick i wasnt sleeping or eating and i was in some major pain but its all good bc its all gonna get better. Spring Break finally came and it was krazy but great my really good friend CLaire spent the whole thing with me she's great one of the best friends i will ever have but anyhoo i put in 40 hrs at work which is good and i still managed to have some fun. We went to meg- art and made some things and watched a bazillion movies and oh yeah GW i got Claire to go clubin wit me HELL YEAH i had so much fun it was great we danced the night away, ugh ohhhhhhhh lol anyhoo oh yeah and we went to visit my boy friend that i didnt know i had and spent the day with him after getting lost on the way there we watched movies and played games and chilled and then we left well yeah so its supposed to take 45 min to get from his house to my house well we kinda got lost adn visited like 10 different counties, chased down a cop, and followed two krazy hicks wow it took us 4 and a half hours to get home OUCH!, it was fun thou beautiful orange moon! and stars is that ryans belt? oh and i finally got my lizard i have always wanted one but i finally got it i got a leopard gecko his name is angel because some of his markings make him look like he has a halo but hes three legged its all good thou it still runs around and is awesome lol but anyhoo oh yeah and i definately wont have a car for a while TEAR!!! i found out its gonna be like 700 to fix my car, and also im broke as hell i filled up my car with gas 8 times in FEB alone i spent 200 in gas in one month holy shit thats a lot. but anyhoo yeah so im kinda confused on some things i dunno what im gonna do on one thing in perticular if i have learned anything in the last couple of months its that if theres something that you want go for it dont let anything that anyone says influence your decision and dont take on too much! and never trust anyone i started to again and every time i do some kinda shit happens and you find out that the people you thought were there dont really give a shit (DO THEY) but anyhoo i dont care well hope your havinig a great day because i am im back HOME i luv it here in the whee and i went walking this morning and running last night so i feel great by the way ive also learned that if you have something on your mind you should say it and always let others now how you feel bout them it will save you both in the end. Current Mood: good Current Music: live life like your dyin (Leave a comment)
February 9th, 2005
02:44 pm [Link]	yeah so embarrasing moment for the day i was walking to work from class which is all the way accross campus but yeha so my backpack was wide open the whole entire time and i came up to some of my friends and they were laughin and stuff and i was like hey whats so funny and they were laughing at me it was really funny but anyhoo wow (Leave a comment)
02:30 pm [Link]	i am slowly going krazy one two three four five six switch slowly krazy am i going six five four three two one switch yeah so this has got to be the busiest week of my life: i have to do service hours for relay for life, carnation flower sales, Freshman leadership, aids quilt, and i have to finish planning and organizing an alcohol program, on what to do and what signs to look for when someone is heavily intoxicated and needs proffesional assistance, for the whole village which by the way if you live there you should come itll be good feb 21st at 9 in the commons building, and the dance i am sooo nervous i have to go adn buy everything and finish making a playlist for music and work out all the logistics i hope it all goes ok itll be great im really excited i hope everyone has lots of fun. and i have two papers and 3 projects due not to mention i have to work my ass off and im pledging a sorority and have study hours and lots of meetings, oh yeah and my cars bout to die. and two of my fishes died TEAR, i brought back three fishes that were given to me over the weekend. anywayz yeah so great to be back i love it here wish i could drive thou, maybe its just me but driving is something that is relaxing and liberating to me and i dunno just fun to do but oh well by the way i dunno if i told you all yet but congradulations to claire, she got her bid from phi sigma pi yeah im so happy for you!!! oh and ive been working on my pool skills you better watch out!! lol or not i definately got my ass wooped the other night but oh well its still fun man i had to sell carnations today for an hour and i was definately really hyper and was jumpin around and singing etc it was pretty funny: everyone you should come out, in front of dodson, and buy carnations for people there a dolla fifty a piece and will be delivered to whomever on monday!!! well hope everyone has a good day off to work i go Current Mood: energetic (Leave a comment)
February 7th, 2005
02:25 pm [Link]	wow talk about krazy times if this isnt one i dunno what is. yeah so i had to go home this weekend which totally blows escept for i got to see my brother yeah i love him!!! but anyhoo yeah so i had to work all day friday go to driving school saturday and then straight to work afterwards till 11 then i had to work again all day sunday ick but yeah i went to court monday and 2 down andd one to go and cross your fingers because im gonna need some major luck to pull this last one off, speaking of a major run of luck whew i went 110 past two state troopers on the drive home today and didnt get pulled why is it that when im only goin like 10 over i get pulled or chased but when i more then double the speed they dont give a shit?? oh well oh yeah and ive been officially named speedracer at work. Current Mood: go speedracer (Leave a comment)
February 2nd, 2005
03:03 pm [Link]	yeah wow so to re-enforce how stressed and shit ive been i definately just fell asleep at work, working on a computer, how the hell do you do that. man im goin krazy but anyhoo what to do what to do i have to go home this weekend so i can work at one of my other jobs, i have 3, and go to court ick, but i dunno when to leave. where supposed to continue to get real icky weather tonight adn tomarrow so should i stay a while longer or leave?? hmm who knows oh adn the dance i am soo nervous for any of you who know me you know that i am a tom boy, and i have mostly guy friends hold up wait a min im joining a sorority adn lovin it. wheres the themometer, oh and the dance i am so nervous im planning a dance ive never been to the begginning or end of a dance i normally go right in the middle when everyones there and i dont stay for long well know ive planned one and am told i have to stay for the entire time omg im gonna go krazy. whew but anyhoo ill have fun i hope, make the best out of every situation right Ever had your entire life flipped upside down? (Leave a comment)

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